Intimate Field Simulator

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Welcome to the ''{{{INTIMATE FIELD SIMULATOR}}}'' //You are the subject of a life experience on a field. It is now morning and you are just about to awake...// <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/First-field.png" height=350 width=900 /> [[BEGIN|Morning]] <<set $days = 0>>

<><<if $days eq 1>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Table-et-ciel-scaled.jpg" height=580 width=850 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Table-et-ciel-4-scaled.jpg" height=580 width=850 /> <</if>><> [[¤|Finish breakfast]]

<img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Soleil-couchant-scaled.jpg" /> <><<cacheaudio "contemplate" "https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Still-Be-Loving-You.mp3">><><><<audio contemplate play loop>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $remember eq 0>> [[¤|Other choice 2]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $remember eq 1>> [[¤|Yum yum...]] <</if>><>

<><<if $days eq 1>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Night-4.jpg" height=400 wigth=400 opacity=50 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Night-2.jpg" height=400 wigth=400 opacity=50 /> <</if>><> <><<if $days eq 1>> [[¤|Next day]] <</if>><> <><<if $days eq 2>> [[¤|End]] <</if>><> <<set $cows = 37>>

[[Work]] [[Do nothing]] <<set $work = 0>> <<set $nothing = 0>>

<><<if $days eq 1>> There are weeds growing everywhere on the field. They prevent the culture from growing properly, and you decide to take care of the situation. Do you want to hurry? [[No... I've got time to do things right.|Walk]] [[It might take long, maybe I should run!|Run]] <</if>><<if $days eq 2>> You're on a project in computer science. There is a friend of yours, a laptop, that you have a collaboration with. It's a very special computer, capable of strange things. Sometimes it's like... connections take place where they shouldn't. You take the computer in your arms and go sit somewhere. Contemplating the ploughed field in front of you, you both wonder what work there must have been done. A machine, probably, stirring the soil with an incredible strength. There is a big oak tree that survived in the field. [[Compose a computery hommage to its survivorship]] [[Scientifically translate the memory in data]]<<set $computer = 1>> <</if>><>

<><<set $lookaround = $lookaround + 1>><><><<if $days eq 1>> By delaying and imagining stories (as usual!) the afternoon's already gone in a flash. You still decide you want to walk a bit. You can observe little birds hopping on trunks, looking for grubs and insects. You like that nothing takes you out of your thoughts, because now they're on somebody you like... The sun is going down. The intense light reveals strong shadows in the grass, and the shine of discrete spider webs, spreading out between the blades all over the field. It looks quiet, but you know in this grass nothing is, really. [[Explore]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> You're feeling just fine. The earth smells wonderful. Seems like it's a perfect time for some dirty wheel business! You put on your sunglasses and [[go|Excursion]]. <</if>><>

<><<set $remember = $remember + 1>><><><<if $days eq 1>> You find a notebook. Inside is glued a picture of you, from a time when you loved to sensually rub yourself on the ground, outside in the middle of the night. With your best friend, Little cat. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Little-cat-nuit-5-scaled.jpg" height=580 width=850 /> You dive in your memory. You imagine her with you, kissing your face with little headtaps. You miss her a little. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $lookaround eq 0>> [[¤|Other choice 5]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $lookaround eq 1>> [[All this affection, it makes me feel hungry|Yum yum 2...]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> You find some other old pictures... It must have been damn cold outside like this, at night, you think you must have had a pretty good immunitary system. But what wouldn't have you done for Little cat, meowing alone in the dark... You would tell her stories against her warm ears for hours. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Little-cat-nuit-2-scaled.jpg" height=580 width=850 /> The field must remember those lovely nights as well. The field knows more things about you than you do about it.<<set $cat = 1>> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2 and $road isnot 1 and $numberofrumex2 is 0>> [[¤|Other choice 5]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2 and $road is 1 and $numberofrumex2 > 1>> [[¤|Choice for eating]] <</if>><> <><<if $days eq 2 and $road is 1 and $numberofrumex2 is 0>> [[¤|Choice for eating]] <</if>><>

You clean up the table. <><<if $days eq 1>> The weather's a bit foggy this morning, but the field's earth is not too muddy. Might be some sun later... <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> The sun shines on the terrain today, green lucerne covers all the field. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 3>> You feel a fresh breeze today, maybe tomorrow big white clouds from the horizon will slowly move to you. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 4>> A small rain is coming down, but you know it won't last all day. You've put on your rainboots. The rain won't fill the reserves of water but it's always good to go on smooth rehydration from time to time. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 5>> The sky got clear again, seems like a big rain fell tonight, and you did not hear anything. The field is muddy but will dry soon. <</if>><> [[¤|Start the day]]

It is eight am. You open your eyes and see white light from the ceiling. There is morning frost on wide areas of the field. You can already feel the amazing life and beauty of the field, it's incredible. [[Get up|Go walk in frozen]] [[Continue sleeping]]

<><<set $sleep = $sleep + 1>> <<if $sleep eq 1 and $days eq 2>> You close your heavy eyes again. You press the bed sheets against your face. Your lips and cheeks can barely move. The smell of your own sweat feels good. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 2 and $days eq 2>> It is now nine thirty. You see the sky got brighter and bluer than before. The grace of the field right now is breathtaking. A cute little bug is walking on your leg. Still seems to be cold out of the bed, though. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 3 and $days eq 2>> You hear vaguely birds singing around you, your body is very warm. You feel awaken, but you like the idea of staying under the blanket. By doing so, you end up falling asleep again. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 4 and $days eq 2>> You sleep. You know it is the same thing every morning. You start feeling heavy... <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 5 and $days eq 2>> Oh come on, I know taking your time is great, but you're missing all the good stuff right now. Seriously. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 6 and $days eq 2>> It is now eleven. You feel the sun on you. The grass is all green. Birds are noisy anywhere you might look. Your body is completely sleepy, and you cuddle in the sheets, smelling your own odour. You caress your skin. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 7 and $days eq 2>> Midday. You're sulking, you think it doesn't make such difference, to get up now or later anyway. You decide to take advantage of this luxury. You kindly ask the bug to leave your bed. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 8 and $days eq 2>> Your body is fine, warm and soft, you squash the blanket against every part of it. You murmur things, moving your leg around it. You caress the side of your pillow and kiss it while thinking of somebody... <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 1 and $days eq 1>> You love sleeping. You love to connect with your unconscious knowledge of the world. Just now, for example, you're visualizing in a semi state of dream the exact colours of a hoopoe's belly feathers. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 2 and $days eq 1>> You imagine the hoopoe fly over the field. It's so gracious. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 3 and $days eq 1>> You join the hoopoe in fantastic gymnastics as you're reaching the other side of the sky, so far away and yet easy to jump on. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 4 and $days eq 1>> Your eyes are warm, you touch your hand with your mouth. You feel like you earned the right and the freedom to let your body speak. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 5 and $days eq 1>> You hear imaginary voices but don't listen to them. You touch your legs and start loving yourself, you feel a bit more awaken. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 6 and $days eq 1>> You squash your skin with your hands, hug yourself like you'd be a little animal. You groan. <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 7 and $days eq 1>> To wake yourself up, you whisper words like "let's get up...", or "let's lift slowly the blanket..." <</if>><><><<if $sleep eq 8 and $days eq 1>> You listen to yourself and get very slowly out of the bed. You feel joyful. <</if>><> [[Get up]] <><<if $sleep < 8>> [[Continue sleeping]] <</if>><>

You get up, dress, and throw cold water at your face. You arrive in front of your cupboard and look for what makes you most happy to begin such a delightful day on the countryside. Do you prefer a strong [[coffee|Atmosphere]], a velvety black [[tea|Atmosphere]], a fresh pressed [[orange juice|Atmosphere]], an [[apple juice|Atmosphere]], a well earned [[whisky|Atmosphere]], [[water|Atmosphere]], [[ice|Atmosphere]], [[mud from a puddle|Atmosphere]], [[unpolluted air|Atmosphere]], [[nothing|Atmosphere]]?

<><<set $numberofrumex = 0>><><><<set $work = $work + 1>><><><<if $numberofrumex eq 0>> You're standing in front of the soil. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-0.jpg" /> <</if>><> [[Weed the rumex]]

<><<set $numberofrumex = $numberofrumex + 1>> <<if $numberofrumex eq 1>> You've weeded one rumex plant! You left it to dry out on the ground. You see some other rumex plants in the area. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-1.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 2>> You weeded two rumex plants! The earth is rather rocky and calcareous, so you've used the sole of your foot to plant the tool deep enough. You wonder if it's fair to kill those plants, though. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-2.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 3>> You weeded three rumex plants! It's starting to get impressive. You already saw a little worm, that's a good sign. //Hi!// you say. The worm answers with an ondulatory body movement. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-3.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 4>> You've got a hell of a wrist. One can see it's not your first time. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-4.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 5>> Fantastic! You weed without hesitation, despite the drops of sweat rolling on your forehead. You feel a bit responsible for a massacre, but it's okay, since it's for a good cause. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-5.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 6>> The rumex fears you. The frail little leaves shake whenever you approach with your scary tool. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-6.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 7>> You feel deep in your guts the need to free the field from them. You know you're doing the right thing. To get rid of all individuals of this damn proliferating plant! <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-7.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 8>> Wouh, a big one. It took you a little more effort, and you almost tore off the leaves instead of pulling out the main root. But you caught up with the situation brilliantly. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-8.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 9>> Seems like you found the spot of the big rumex plants. Good job. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-9.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 10>> Filled with more and more excitation, you threaten your ennemy. //Begone you Rumex, keeping sweet lucerne away from growing!// <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-10.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 11>> The rumex is begging you to stop. //No, please, no! Have mercy on us...// <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-11.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 12>> But you don't have mercy. The rumex dead bodies are cumulating on the soil. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-12.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 13>> And that's for the best. For the cultures will live in a comfortable earth. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-13.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 14>> You feel respect for the defeated. It has dignity and poise in death. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-14.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 15>> A second worm in the earth! You carefully pulled out the plant and closed the whole with earth again. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-15.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 16>> Your nails and hands are covered with earth. It dries very fast on your skin. It feels good somehow. You touch the taproot of the rumex, feel satisfied. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-16.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 17>> You feel once more with your hands the cold body of the root surface. You scratch on it a little, approach it to your nose and smell. It smells fresh. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-17.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 18>> You now just weeded eighteen rumex plants, they all look beautifully unthreatening. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-18.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 19>> Those two little ones were easy to deal with! You see little bugs on the grass, not paying attention to you at all. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-19.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 20>> You breathe a little bit after this one. You look around your feet, and suddenly find one you did not spot, right behind you! <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-20.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 21>> You start to feel your knees, after crouching so low and moving like this for awhile. But you know you're suffering to protect the lucerne. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-21.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 22>> You feel like you're smelling the insides of the field. One soil, of grass and sun. You keep still, squatting but your back straight, and look at the landscape. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-22.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 23>> After a few minutes, you weed another plant, and start your crouch walk again in search for preys. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-23.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 24>> There! Twenty-three rumex plants now! You look a bit around you to check how big is the rumexless surface. It's pretty nice to see the results of your work. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-24.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 25>> At this point you have before you a very respectable pile of weeds. Everything around you is quiet. Your feet make little noise against the cracking leaves and grass on the soil. Sometimes you hear from far away the song of a green woodpecker, it makes you pretty joyful! <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-25.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 26>> You like this woodpecker. Seems like he's pretty stubborn, busy doing his own business. And sometimes he leaves nice poems on the bark of old trees. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-26.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 27>> You rummaged in the earth pretty deep with your fingers to grab this root and pull it out. You're always carefully checking if no worm gets in the way. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-27.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 28>> Now your neck is hurting a bit, so you stretch. Your arms seem to need to rest. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-28.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 29>> You start liking the idea of washing your earthy hands with fresh water. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-29.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 30>> Thirty rumex plants! You sigh, feel good about your whole pile of weeds! Standing up, your back feels better too, and you see one last little rumex plant on the way. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-30.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex eq 31>> You couldn't resist, you pulled this last one out, and the field is on one area filled with the traces of an epic battle. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-31.jpg" /> <</if>><><><<if $numberofrumex < 31>> [[Weed the rumex]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $nothing eq 0 and $numberofrumex > 5>> [[Stop weeding|Other choice 3]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $nothing eq 1 and $numberofrumex > 5>> [[Stop weeding|Time for lunch]] <</if>><> <<set $weeding = $weeding + 1>> <<set $cows = 0>>

It's pretty early in the morning, everything seems slow to get going... You're breathing deeply. [[Get up|Go walk in frozen]] [[Continue sleeping|Resleep 1]] <<set $sleep = 0>> <<set $days = $days + 1>>

The sky is turning black, you see a lot of stars here. The Milky Way shines as bright as ever. [[I'm feeling tired...]] <><<if $days eq 1>> [[Something is coming up]] <</if>><> <><<if $days > 1>> [[I just can't help playing it... Over and over again|Something is coming up]] <</if>><>

<><<if $days eq 1>> Seems like all you've got is pizza! Delicious. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Pizza-1.png" height=700 width=450 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> Seems like all you've got is pizza! Exquisite. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Pizza-3.png" height=700 width=450 /> <</if>><> You spend time digesting tranquilly. And then pick up the [[afternoon|Feel the afternoon pass]] along the way.

You go to the bathroom, wash your body and brush your teeth. You get in your pyjamas. Even though you know you'll get rid of them during the night, like every night. There's not doubt you'd be doing your life naked all the time, if the air was not so cold these days. The sky is black, but there is light enough for you to lay on your bed. Somehow it feels like the field is still full of life, and bright colours... [[¤|Picture bed]]

You put on your best shirt and stand in the middle of darkness. Your body pulses. You imagine the //one// view that makes your whole body and soul shiver with pleasure. You're waiting for it to happen. And when it happens, you start to [[dance|Dance]].

You're slowly falling asleep. The [[sky|...]] is really beautiful tonight.

[[Get a look around]] [[Remember]] <<set $lookaround = 0>> <<set $remember = 0>> <<set $numberofrumex2 = 0>> <<set $cat = 0>> <<set $road = 0>>

<><<set $nothing = $nothing + 1>><><><<if $days eq 1>> You're in the middle of the field. Suddenly, you see a [[cow|Cow]]. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> You're in the middle of the field. Suddenly, you notice the shadow of the [[cow|Cow]] is still here. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1>> <<set $cows = 0>> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> <<set $cows = 37>> <</if>><>

Yeah, a salad!! Try to catch it! <left><img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/salade-plus-petite.gif" height=700 width=500></left> <><<if $days eq 1>> [[I can't catch the salad]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> [[I still can't catch the salad, damn!|I can't catch the salad]] <</if>><>

{{{ Computery translation... }}} [[¤|Computery translation]]

<><<if $days eq 1>> You slowly get out of the bed. You dress, with woolen tights under your jeans because the air is cold. You put on your rainboots and walk through the field. A fresh breeze enters your lungs, it feels good. Plants, animals, elements and yourself are living in this place. Your eyes are barely open, and yet you're completely shaken by the aesthetics of such a fantastic view. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> The field has an aura. It seems to shine in the bright light. You get up, dress and your rainboots break some frost as you move through the space. Your toes are very cold... It reminds you of a sentence of poetry you read once: //Ach Landschaft, du so kalt und lebendig zugleich, lecke meine Füsse mit deiner Freundlichkeit!// <</if>><> [[¤|Cat in the distance]]

<><<if $days eq 1>> You have your hands in your pockets, your body jiggles a little. You observe the families of crows in the trees, starting to move and saluting themselves with "arrhh" noises. You feel lucky to live on a field with such neighbors. Everything else seems sleepy around you. But, suddenly, you see a little cat, black and white, from far away, who jumps behind a bush... <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> You feel trenscended by poetry. You declare your love. //Ah toi champ de ma routine, support et lieu de voisinages, tu me donnes beaucoup sans que je puisse te remercier. Laisse-moi te dire mon affection grâce à ma physicalité.// You start improvizing a dance, giving vibrations to the earth with your feet. <</if>><> [[¤|Go back to quarters]]

<><<if $days eq 1>> This beautiful morning, contemplating some fields and everything, makes you wish for a good old breakfast. Do you prefer a strong [[coffee|Atmosphere]], a velvety black [[tea|Atmosphere]], a fresh pressed [[orange juice|Atmosphere]], an [[apple juice|Atmosphere]], a well earned [[whisky|Atmosphere]], [[water|Atmosphere]], [[ice|Atmosphere]], [[mud from a puddle|Atmosphere]], [[unpolluted air|Atmosphere]], [[nothing|Atmosphere]]? <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> You're intimidated by the field. It makes you blush a little... [[¤|Drink choice]] <</if>><>

<><<if $days eq 1>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Lit-et-ciel-scaled.jpg" height=580 width=850 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Lit-et-ciel-3-scaled.jpg" height=580 width=850 /> <</if>><> [[¤|Slip under the blanket]]

<img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/GIF-perfect.gif" height=1200 width=1800 /> <<cacheaudio "dancesong1" "https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Royalty-Free-Music-Disco-Music-Electro-Cabello.mp3">> [[¤|I'm exhausted now, I danced too much.]] <<audio dancesong1 play loop>>

<><<audio dancesong1 fadeout>><>You've danced all night on the field, jumped and run everywhere! You laughed with the music, head banged so hard where no human could even guess your presence. Your imaginary friends and non human friends loved it. You're sweating, and wish to collapse on your fine martress. The sky is black, but somehow it feels like the field is still full of life, and bright colours... [[Prepare for bed|Picture bed]]

<img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Chene-scaled.jpg" height=300 width=400 /> {{{ Synaesthetic captors activated }}} {{{ set "the ploughed field and the oak tree" }}} {{{ to audio outcome }}} {{{ play audio }}} <<cacheaudio "translateddata" "https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Translated-data.mp3">> <<audio "translateddata" play loop>> [[¤|End of project]]

<><<audio "translateddata" fadeout>><>The computer has a sensibility to its environment. Sometimes noise becomes paintings, sometimes forms become music. It is particularly receptive to the concept of //field//. Maybe it finds space only here to express its own words... <><<if $cows2 is 1>> You two are on the project since some time now. You're thinking of what you have left to eat... and the laptop is hungry for a good battery recharge. Those fields you all live on really have something special. Words can't describe your feeling of gratitude for this life you have. [[I want to make a sophisticated dish to celebrate!|Lunch]] [[I'm more into something easy and humble|Lunch]] <</if>><><><<if $cows2 isnot 1>> You two are on the project since some time now. And the laptop is hungry for a good battery recharge. You're wondering what sort of pause you'd like the most. [[Go appreciate nature a little bit|Do nothing]] [[Stop everything I'm doing and just wait|Do nothing]] <</if>><>

<><<if $days eq 1 and $cows is 0>> You're kind of hungry now, you've concentrated pretty hard. Can you feel the satisfaction of a simple life? [[Yes, I can feel it, and I see the meaning of it all from here...|Lunch]] [[Not till I haven't sunk my teeth into some incredibly tasteful thing!|Lunch]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows isnot 0>> The cow walking freely on the grass was so beautiful. She made you think it would be nice to organize some dinner between neighbors sometime, you know, to get to know each other a bit more. You're actually kind of hungry now, you've concentrated pretty hard. Can you feel the satisfaction of a simple life? [[Yes, I can feel it, and I see the meaning of it all from here...|Lunch]] [[Not till I haven't sunk my teeth into some incredibly tasteful thing!|Lunch]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> You're thinking of what you have left to eat... Those fields you're living on really stand out compared to other fields. Words can't describe your feeling of gratitude for this life you have. [[I want to make a sophisticated dish to celebrate!|Lunch]] [[I'm more into something easy and humble|Lunch]] <</if>><>

<><<if $days eq 1>> Good choice. You pour it in your bowl. You sit at your table and see this light in the sky, as if a diffuse [[noise|Breakfast]] of wind had suddenly become a [[painting|Breakfast]]. You bring the bowl to your lips. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> You sit at your table with also biscuits and bread, and see now shadows in the sky, as if [[gusts|Breakfast]] of wind had suddenly become forms. <</if>><>

<><<set $cows = $cows + 1>> <<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 1>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-1.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 38>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-37.png" height=630 width=430 /> Maybe the cow will come back<<set $cows2 = 1>> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 2>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-2.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 39>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-36.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 3>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-3.png" height=630 width=430 /> Wait a minute... Seems like she's moving! <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 40>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-35.png" height=630 width=430 /> Oh wait, is that a... <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 4>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-4.png" height=630 width=430 /> Yes! She is moving! <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 41>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-34.png" height=630 width=430 /> It's the tail! She is coming back! <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 5>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-5.png" height=630 width=430 /> To the left!! <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 42>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-33.png" height=630 width=430 /> Damn <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 6>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-6.png" height=630 width=430 /> It's breathtaking. <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 43>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-32.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 7>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-7.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 44>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-31.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 8>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-8.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 45>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-30.png" height=630 width=430 /> I bet you've never seen something that spectacular. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 9>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-9.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 46>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-29.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 10>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-10.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 47>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-28.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 11>> <img 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width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 18>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-18.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 55>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-20.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 19>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-19.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 56>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-19.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 20>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-20.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 57>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-18.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 21>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-21.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 58>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-17.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 22>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-22.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 59>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-16.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 23>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-23.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 60>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-15.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 24>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-24.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days 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width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 28>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-28.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 65>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-10.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 29>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-29.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 66>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-9.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 30>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-30.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 67>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-8.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 31>> <img 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2 and $cows eq 71>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-4.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 35>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-35.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 72>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-3.png" height=630 width=430 /> Almost there... <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 36>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-36.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 73>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-2.png" height=630 width=430 /> Almost... <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $cows eq 37>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-37.png" height=630 width=430 /> <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows eq 74>> <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Vache-1.png" height=630 width=430 /> <</if>><> <><<if $cows < 37>> [[Look at the cow a bit more|Cow]] <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows < 74>> [[Look at the shadow of the cow a bit more|Cow]] <</if>><><><<if $cows eq 37>> Aaaand... She's gone. <<elseif $cows eq 74>> There!!! <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $work eq 0 and $cows > 35>> [[Make a pause|Other choice 4]] <<elseif $days eq 2 and $cows > 42 and $computer is 1>> [[Make a pause|Time for lunch]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 1 and $work eq 1 and $cows > 35>> [[Time for lunch]] <</if>><><><<if $computer isnot 1 and $cows > 42>> [[Make a pause|Other choice 6]] <</if>><>

<><<audio contemplate fadeout>><>It's getting a bit late now. Are you feeling tired? [[Yes, my body needs some rest...|Rest]] [[Not really]]

You're in the mood for learning stuff so you go to your shelf and look for a possible book to read. Bugs climb on your immobile legs and it itches a bit, so you kindly ask them to get down. You find on the shelf something about Pixel Farming... But as you grab this passionating essay, something suddenly falls on the grass. You discover an object you hadn't hold in your hands for a long time... [[¤|Remember]]

You're so tired now. You rejoin your quarters in a very sluggish way. You just stand in front of your shelf, pensive, your eyes stuck on the name of a book. You try to read it but you can't, because you're so tired. You feel the privacy of the moment, for no neighbor of yours seems to care about you at the moment. Some repetitive rythm plays in your mind and body. You knead automatically your lips with your fingers over and over again, it rocks you. Something catches your attention, though. A bit hidden, behind the book, lays an object you hadn't hold in your hands for a long time... [[¤|Remember]]

<><<audio contemplate fadeout>><>You were laying on the grass, medidating. Noticing a spider eating a fly right next to your face made you hungry again. Can you smell some tasteful dish already? [[Yes, smells so fresh!|Dinner]] [[Do I even have something left to eat?|Dinner]]

This has been quite intense. How do you feel? [[Amazing!]] [[I would need something cool to do, I guess]]

You feel so good you decide to spend some more time on the grass. You approach a pleasant [[area|Do nothing]].

You decide to spend some more time on the grass, because that's pretty cool. You approach a pleasant [[area|Do nothing]].

The cow walking freely on the grass was so beautiful. She made you think it would be nice to organize some dinner between neighbors sometime, you know, to get to know each other a bit more. Suddenly you remember of something you need to take care of at your place... Do you want to hurry? [[No... I've got time to do things right.]] [[It might take long, maybe I should run!]]

You walk very slowly towards your toolbox. There are weeds growing everywhere on the field. They prevent the culture from growing properly, and you decide to take care of the situation. You take advantage of your little walk to think of some stuff. You grab the appropriate tool and walk again, very peacefully, towards a critically invaded area on the field. As you cross the space, you imagine somebody walking along with you, to give you some company. You look at the face, the eyes, the mouth. And start thinking of what would be a life for two humans on your [[field|weeding]].

You run as fast as you can towards your toolbox. There are weeds growing everywhere on the field, they prevent the culture from growing properly, and you decide to take care of the situation. It can't wait because those plants are, at this very moment, stealing some earth to other plants! You breathe very loudly and collapse on the table. As you regain your senses, you grab the appropriate tool and run again, towards a critically invaded area on the [[field|weeding]]. You calm down a bit. Don't need to be so extreme, damn.

I hope you liked those two intimate days on your home field with its community. [[Yes, I loved them!!]] [[Hm, difficult]]

I know they were quite cool. You can get back to your boring life now, I guess! [[¤|Cowboy]]

Well, I know they were quite intense. You can get back to your boring life now, I guess! [[¤|Cowboy]]

<img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Cowboy-on-the-way.png" height=580 width=850 /> Thank you Feel free to roll around in the hay laid on the exhibition floor. Music credits: ℗ 2018 Jimmy C - //Still Be Loving You// Royalty free disco music - //Electro Cabello// ℗ 2010 Jimmy C - //Rolling Stone// Special thanks to Ada for Jimmy's music!

<><<if $cat is 1>> You get back home. Your ride took quite a few hours! You've visited many of your neighbor fields, they were all happy to see you. But it's already time to eat. What would you like? [[Something simple|Dinner]] [[Something fancy|Dinner]] <</if>><><><<if $cat isnot 1>> You get back home. Your ride took quite a few hours! You've visited many of your neighbor fields, they were all happy to see you. Once you arrive to your quarters, you find your weeding tool and your notebook left on your bed. [[I know what I have to do|Soil 2]] [[Look at another picture of me and Little cat|Remember]]<<set $weeding2 = 0>> <</if>><> <<audio roadtrip fadeout>>

<><<if $days eq 1>> You've been laying on your bed, lost in your thoughts. You need something new, you get on your two feet. [[How 'bout some love somewhere pretty?|Get a look around]] [[There's something quite cool to this side of the field|Get a look around]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2 and $numberofrumex2 isnot 0>> You've spent a long time now thinking deeply about cats. You close the notebook and decide to move a little bit. You need some action again, you feel it. [[Let's get dirty!|Excursion]] [[Let's get some fresh air|Excursion]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2 and $numberofrumex2 is 0>> You've spent a long time now thinking deeply about cats. You close the notebook and decide to move a little bit. You need some action again, you feel it. [[Let's get dirty!|Excursion]] [[Let's grab a tool and weed again!|Soil 2]] <</if>><>

You spent a long moment remembering those good old days, thinking deeply about things... And it's already time to eat! What would you like? [[Something simple|Dinner]] [[Something fancy|Dinner]]

Yesterday you asked the cow if she'd like to take part in a neighborhood meal some time. She looked at you with a deep look, licked her nose and went away. Which you considered to mean "Why not" in cow language. But since you're not exactly a therolinguist, communication with your neighbors consists mostly in kind looks and caring body movements. This all is reminding you of some very experimental project you have... [[I'd like to advance on it|Work]] [[Just medidate around my project|Work]]

<><<if $days eq 1>> I know. Life is hard sometimes. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2>> Skills like that only come with time and experience. You'll master it one day, I'm sure. <</if>><> [[It's getting dark...|Evening]]

<img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Chene-scaled.jpg" height=300 width=400 /> {{{ Syneasthetic captors activated }}} {{{ set "the ploughing of the field and the brave oak tree defending itself" }}} {{{ to composition outcome }}} {{{ play composition }}} <<cacheaudio "translateddata" "https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Translated-data.mp3">> <<audio "translateddata" play loop>> [[¤|End of project]]

{{{ Computery composing... }}} [[¤|Composing music]]

<><<set $numberofrumex2 = $numberofrumex2 + 1>> <<if $numberofrumex2 eq 1>> You know this has to be done, you're pragmatic. That's good for the cultures of lucerne on the field. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-1.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 2>> You feel elitist, but you're looking for quality of life. The dry rumex will give the earth what it needs. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-2.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 3>> What if the lucerne and the rumex would live //together//, peacefully, as friends? <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-3.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 4>> It's not possible. The rumex is too dominant. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-4.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 5>> You think in the end you're allowing a balance, a justice, you give the lucerne the right to be. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-5.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 6>> Besides, you need to express a death impulse. You need it, you feel it's there in your body. You need the satisfaction of destruction! <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-6.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 7>> This rumex is the victim. But, why would you stop yourself? You have enough sense to direct your impulse at something useful for other life forms: weeding. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-7.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 8>> This weeding thing is making you think quite deeply. You feel very philosophical. After a few considerations, you end up telling yourself that the battle simply needs to be enjoyed. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-8.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 9>> //Rumex! Forgive me, thou deserve to live, but this kind of thine is not welcome on this field. Thou must be overcome, and I am the knight of your bloody demise!// <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-9.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 10>> You just love dramatic situations. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-10.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 11>> //Aaaarrrghhhh...// <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-11.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 12>> You see nautrias from a distance, next to a stream. You shake your hand towards them. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-12.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 13>> Weeding, you've got time enough to think. You see a small snail. You improvize a song to her. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-13.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 14>> //Snail, snail, tell me your story, crawl on the leaves and leave drool poems to me...// <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-14.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 15>> The snail falls from the blade of grass she was on. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-15.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 16>> //Beautiful//, you say. //So powerful.// <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-16.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 17>> You smell deeply the odors of grass and earth. It's always very nice. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-17.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 18>> Your hands are becoming pretty cold... You can barely move your fingers now. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-18.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 19>> It's normal, the earth is humid, cold. You wish to pass your fingers under hot water. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-19.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 20>> But first, the mission is to weed a maximum of rumex! <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-20.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 21>> You think of Little cat. Maybe she would have loved to sneak in between your legs, meowing, just to get some attention. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-21.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 22>> You feel tenderized by those thoughts. You kiss into the void, imagining her. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-22.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 23>> You've got a lot of humid earth under your nails and on your hands now, you keep passing your fingers on it to make it fall. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-23.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 24>> You feel your body, the weeding is quite physical. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-24.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 25>> You start giving names to the future rumex corpses. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-25.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 26>> //Hello Richard//, you say. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-26.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 27>> //Goodbye Richard//, you say. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-27.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 28>> You feel like it's a bit disrespectful, though. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-28.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 29>> You're a bit tired of weeding. You'd just like to do something else now. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-29.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 30>> But you feel quite good about all this. Maybe next time the philosophy will go further. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-30.jpg" /> <</if>><> <><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 31>> One last weed and you finally stand. You stretch, and salute the defeated with a humble reverence. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-31.jpg" /> <</if>><><><<if $numberofrumex2 < 31>> [[Weed the rumex|weeding 2]] <</if>><><><<if $numberofrumex2 > 5>> [[Stop weeding|Tired]] <</if>><> <<set $weeding2 = $weeding2 + 1>>

<><<set $numberofrumex2 = 0>><><><<if $numberofrumex2 eq 0>> You're with your tool, standing in front of the soil again. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Weeding-0.jpg" /> <</if>><> [[Weed the rumex|weeding 2]]

You walk very slowly towards your toolbox. You take advantage of your little walk to think of some stuff. You grab the appropriate tool and walk again, very peacefully, towards a critically invaded area on the field. As you cross the space, you imagine somebody walking along with you, to give you some company. You look at the face, the eyes, the mouth. And start thinking of what would be a life for two humans on your [[field|weeding]].

You run as fast as you can towards your toolbox. It can't wait because those plants are, at this very moment, stealing some earth to other plants! You breathe very loudly and collapse on the table. As you regain your senses, you grab the appropriate tool and run again, towards a critically invaded area on the [[field|weeding]]. You calm down a bit. Don't need to be so extreme, damn.

<><<if $days eq 2 and $road isnot 0 and $cat is 0>> You get back to your bathroom and wash your hands. You feel satisfied with your decisions, and think it's a good time for reading or something. As you look at your bed you remember the notebook is here... [[¤|Remember]] <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2 and $road is 0 and $cat isnot 0>> You get back to your bathroom and wash your hands. You are satisfied with your decisions. You're feeling just fine. Seems like it's a good time for a little bit of rock'n'roll! You put on your sunglasses and [[go|Excursion]]. <</if>><><><<if $days eq 2 and $cat isnot 0 and $road isnot 0>> You get back to your bathroom and wash your hands. You feel satisfied with your decisions, and think it's a good time for eating! What would you like? [[Something simple|Dinner]] [[Something fancy|Dinner]] <</if>><>

You were laying on the grass, turning the pages. Noticing a spider eating a fly right next to your face made you hungry again. Can you smell some tasteful dish already? [[Yes, smells so fresh!|Dinner]] [[Do I even have something left to eat?|Dinner]]

<><<cacheaudio "roadtrip" "https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/Jimmy-C-and-the-Bluesdragons-my-baby-shes-gone-Cafe-Frape-11.-September-2019.mp3">><>You get in your car and make some excursion, for once. You drive on an endless straight road, the sun shines on your face. The tires roll in some mud that splashes on the car body, feels good. <img src="https://camillealquierazan.net/wp-content/uploads/2024/02/route-plus-petite.gif" height=800 width=550 /><<audio roadtrip play loop>> [[¤|Get back]] <<set $road = 1>>

{{{Last day}}} [[¤|Morning]]